Looking Back

Looking back in history..
I found my darkness
We broke because of stress..
How could I make that change
You don't get it..
I'm terrfied..
Of osing you, doing something wrong...
I just want us to be happy..
Together..
For the rest of our lifes
It HURTS not being with you
I die a little inside when i find things out
I don't want any of girl in your life
Is that so wrong..
I know i can't stop you..
But it still hurts
That you hide that you talk to the people i hate..
Hide from new girls you text..
Can't we be honest...
I wanna tell you this..
But I'm terrified of saying something wrong.
I lay back and just shut my mouth..
Even though i wanna cry and tell you everything
I'm not so strong...
When it cmes to emotions..
I can't hide it..
From you...