Tuesday, October 25, 2011
My Heart Has Been Shattered.. Only You Can Do Something About It
I understand you only wanna be friends. But why do you keep flirting with me. I never see you grab someone else's face like you grab mine. I've never seen you hipcheck anyone else but me. It's just because of your family problems isn't it? If they weren't constantly fighting you would believe in love... in us... I'll wait for you... because I love you.
Monday, October 24, 2011
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It sucks.. Talking to you. I just want to scream out that I love you and want you back into my life. Yet I know you don't. It's sad really. You lie to your friends and me. I don't even know what the truth is anymore. I don't know whats going on in your head. Why can't we go back to how things were. You and me snuggling. I don't like anyone else. I just love you. I want to be able to call you mine. play with your hair. be like damn right that boys mine. be able to cuddle with you on your bed. i miss us. I miss knowing the years we've been together.. I miss feeling like we were already married. like you said to me.
I'm not myself.
It's not my first time. But I promised myself I would never do it again...This weekend I was gone. I don't know what was going on. I was baked.. I was drunk... And yet I still thought about you. I couldn't get you outta my head. It sucks! I didn't know what was going on but I could think about you and how much I love you and want you to come back to me. Even though I know that it will never happened again. You were the guy that stole my heart. It's to late to ask for it back. It will never truely be mine again.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
I miss you
I don't feel anything anymore.
I don't like anyone...
I love you..
But I'm so empty inside..
Love me..
I don't like anyone...
I love you..
But I'm so empty inside..
Love me..
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
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Sorry if you don't like me looking at your things... I kinda sorrta miss you alot. and yet I know its only been hours. I have so many friends that will be there for me. yet i just want to be alone. I miss you. I miss us.. I catch myself always going on your profile to give me some hope that your on. I love you. I know you hate me saying that but I do...I can't say it to someone else. Those words are used to much so I try and show them to you.... I care for you.... I sometimes wish you weren't bipolar... But I know I can't change that so I accepted it... and it kills me that you're gone now.. Never to be mine. I honestly thought we were gunna get married when you told me... I love you.. And the sad part is I would take you back in a second. But you wouldn't....
...
I am honestly broken. I can never be yours and I know that. It hurts knowing that I can never be yours. Even tho it's only been hours I feel like I'm dying inside. I'm dead. Crying hurts. Laughing is fake. Love doesnt exist anymore to me. Any other guy is a replacement. Saying I love you. Those words aren't true. Because thats how i feel towards you. And it will always be that way. Why would I love anyone else if i've only loved you. School sucks. It tears us apart. I love you. I always will. Can't wait to show my fake smiles and laughter when all I want to do is cry.
You.
well it happened again. like i didnt know. i could tell... that you never cared. im crushed, torn, and broken but i wont show it. i could honestly say that i fucking loved you. still do always will. i'll be torn if i see you with another girl... i guess ill just have to put a fake smile on a show the world that im fine. even though inside im planning to ruin it. i wanted to be that girl that will be at your side... the girl that you always cared for.. but im nothing to you.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Why?
You tell our friends a story
But when it comes to me its a different story
Do you love me?
Or are you using me?
I can honestly say I love you.
But can you?
But when it comes to me its a different story
Do you love me?
Or are you using me?
I can honestly say I love you.
But can you?
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