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I am honestly broken. I can never be yours and I know that. It hurts knowing that I can never be yours. Even tho it's only been hours I feel like I'm dying inside. I'm dead. Crying hurts. Laughing is fake. Love doesnt exist anymore to me. Any other guy is a replacement. Saying I love you. Those words aren't true. Because thats how i feel towards you. And it will always be that way. Why would I love anyone else if i've only loved you. School sucks. It tears us apart. I love you. I always will. Can't wait to show my fake smiles and laughter when all I want to do is cry.