Youre always on my mind.

24/7.. Every minute every second every hour every day. It's all about you and it sucks. Like you've killed me.. completely shattered all hope for happiness for me.. I fake being happy now. Yet I still think about you. I would do anything for you. Why can't I turn around and scream at you. Why cant I just say no to you.. I love you... I want to say those words again. I hate this dating thing. I hate seeing other people because I only care for you. Trying to get you off my mind is hard.. Extremly Impossible. Why can't you be a nice guy like you were freshman year. What happened to that boy I met. What happened to the kindheart guy I was headoverheels in. but wait I still am while you walk all over me.