Saturday, October 15, 2011

I miss you

I don't feel anything anymore.
I don't like anyone...
I love you..
But I'm so empty inside..
Love me..

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

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Needless to say...I love you so much... and I absolutely miss you to death.

Monday, October 10, 2011

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Sorry if you don't like me looking at your things... I kinda sorrta miss you alot. and yet I know its only been hours. I have so many friends that will be there for me. yet i just want to be alone. I miss you. I miss us.. I catch myself always going on your profile to give me some hope that your on. I love you. I know you hate me saying that but I do...I can't say it to someone else. Those words are used to much so I try and show them to you.... I care for you.... I sometimes wish you weren't bipolar... But I know I can't change that so I accepted it... and it kills me that you're gone now.. Never to be mine. I honestly thought we were gunna get married when you told me... I love you.. And the sad part is I would take you back in a second. But you wouldn't....

...

I am honestly broken. I can never be yours and I know that. It hurts knowing that I can never be yours. Even tho it's only been hours I feel like I'm dying inside. I'm dead. Crying hurts. Laughing is fake. Love doesnt exist anymore to me. Any other guy is a replacement. Saying I love you. Those words aren't true. Because thats how i feel towards you. And it will always be that way. Why would I love anyone else if i've only loved you. School sucks. It tears us apart. I love you. I always will. Can't wait to show my fake smiles and laughter when all I want to do is cry.

You.

well it happened again. like i didnt know. i could tell... that you never cared. im crushed, torn, and broken but i wont show it. i could honestly say that i fucking loved you. still do always will. i'll be torn if i see you with another girl... i guess ill just have to put a fake smile on a show the world that im fine. even though inside im planning to ruin it. i wanted to be that girl that will be at your side... the girl that you always cared for.. but im nothing to you.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Why?

You tell our friends a story
But when it comes to me its a different story
Do you love me?
Or are you using me?
I can honestly say I love you.
But can you?