Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I Don't Wanna Let Go.

Even though you don't feel the same way,
Doesn't mean I don't love you with all my heart.
I go through so much with you
Do you honestly think any other girl would?They would drop you the second you got depressed.
Boy I'm here...
I'm trying to help you through it..
Others say I shouldn't
But I LOVE YOU.And your flaws are my flaws.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

When Do You Know?

Once the blood flows
And the tears start streaming
How do you turn back?
How do you fix things?
What happens if we cant fix things..
I will always love you...

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Darling

I'm breaking
Completely in half.
What happened to us
You're changing
I'm losing my mind
Why why are you doing this
We were unstoppable
Now it's like you're using me..
Hunny..
What happened to I love you
And in two years we will be married.
I miss that..
It gave me HOPE!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

What's Going On..

I don't know if it's because of your family..
But I'm suffering...
I'm dying inside
I love you..
And it feels like I'm nothing to you..
What happened to I love you
I'll never let you go
But it feels like we are becoming distant..
What happened...
You start caring
When I look like I'm going to cry.
What happened...
Please open back up to me...
I'll always be here..

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Can we?

Can we go back to the old times...
Were we would snuggle with eachother..
Kiss eachother
Tell eachother everything..
When I was only yours and you were only mine..
I miss that..
I miss not knowing..
I miss having not to worry..
Ever since the day I told you..
It seems like you just play..
Play with my mind..
Play with my heart..
You know my heart has shattered before..
Theres still some pieces on the ground..
Would you care to pick them up..
Because you're the only one that can fix it..
Keep it that way..
It's hard finding someone else to help me restore it..
Especially since you're the only one that could.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Do I Mean Anything?

I sit here..
In the darkness.
Thinking about youWhile you sit there
And
flirt with other girlsI love you... But I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU!Prove to me that I mean SOMTHING!
And that you actually give a damn about me.
I already told you I would  take a bulletEven if it means dying for you.Now tell me
Do I mean anything to you
.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Looking Back

Looking back in history..
I found my darkness
We broke because of stress..
How could I make that change
You don't get it..
I'm terrfied..
Of osing you, doing something wrong...
I just want us to be happy..
Together..
For the rest of our lifes
It HURTS not being with you
I die a little inside when i find things out
I don't want any of girl in your life
Is that so wrong..
I know i can't stop you..
But it still hurts
That you hide that you talk to the people i hate..
Hide from new girls you text..
Can't we be honest...
I wanna tell you this..
But I'm terrified of saying something wrong.
I lay back and just shut my mouth..
Even though i wanna cry and tell you everything
I'm not so strong...
When it cmes to emotions..
I can't hide it..
From you...