Friday, November 25, 2011

I'm going to end you being your murderer

You are driving me insane. Really let me fucking be you can't control me. Go ahead call chins call the police I'll be outta this house anyways. I fucking hate you.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Your Forever Is All I Need

I don't get it. You hug me like you miss me. You torture me like you want me. You look at me like you want to say sorry. But you fuck with my ex-friends.. I love you. I wont forget you. It's either you were in love or you never were in love. And being in love you never forget the person. I love you and you stole my heart. that backstabbing bitch of a friend you are using. Why? why would you hurt me like that.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

The fuck

You're suppose to be my friend and you're all over the guy that i love. kay your a bitch. I cant wait until karma kicks you in the ass. He's using you for sex I hope you know. How do I know because I find out many things. How because we have one person basically. Why because we legit like the same thing. Whore I over power you 100% don't mess with me.

Always you

I can't get you off my mind and it sucks. I try. I go on dates with other guys but it's always you I'm thinking about. You with girls that breaks my heart.

Monday, November 21, 2011

I can't stop.

No matter how hard I try. You are there. You're not there for me. But you're there. I help you with everything and anything and you still treat me like crap. Like the fuck... I love you. I can honestly say that but you don't know how to treat people. You've changed and it sucks... and I legit found the perfect guy. But I still think of you. I don't have feelings for anyone but you it hurts.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Youre always on my mind.

24/7.. Every minute every second every hour every day. It's all about you and it sucks. Like you've killed me.. completely shattered all hope for happiness for me.. I fake being happy now. Yet I still think about you. I would do anything for you. Why can't I turn around and scream at you. Why cant I just say no to you.. I love you... I want to say those words again. I hate this dating thing. I hate seeing other people because I only care for you. Trying to get you off my mind is hard.. Extremly Impossible. Why can't you be a nice guy like you were freshman year. What happened to that boy I met. What happened to the kindheart guy I was headoverheels in. but wait I still am while you walk all over me.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

This day kills me.

I don't know what to feel anymore. I dont know. I love you and you toyed with me. I gave you everything I had and you tossed it on the ground like trash. I will do anything for you and you just used me. I'm nothing. I never was anything. I have never been something to someone. "You're perfect, You're everything to me." You say this to me and then take everything back when shit goes south. You want to dick me around. I was NOTHING to you. and i will never be anything.